Tired...

Man I'm so fuckin tired of bullshit and paperwork and courts and cops and explaining myself. Its ridiculous how much bullshit you can be forced to go through for living your life the way you want to. But thats the risk you run everytime a blunt touches your lips... I'm chillen right now at a hotel in Amherst just anticipating my meeting with the deans tomorrow like a fuckin aids test... Oh well I can't blame anyone but myself for all this shit...and i do feel like I've changed for the good. I just wish more people would recognize it. Whatever tho I'm still living and still loving life. "And This too thall pass" hahaha all this bullshit has made me turn back to my faith, I've been reading the Bible every night believe it or not. I find the psalms most comforting... Well thats it for now hopefully I'll have some better news tomorrow!! 

-Mr. Smalls